Fairy tales breed weak girls 

WEAK GIRLS RIP Come before the clock strikes midnight  Walk the path quietly, and I swear I’ll never say you left  You open the door in relief  it was just a bad dream my darling and  your mask is hanging right in the closet  fine white silk and the prettiest feather. We both know only […]

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Almost 

Everytime almost.  Never, cause now I see.  Ghosts follow almost everyone.  They hide their demons from me.  It’s like every next time I become.  deeper in myself.  Every time I force  her to be herself.  There is nothing I can when I’m stuck here  on the sideline  except watch with a feeling of melodramatic sadness.. […]

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These words 

These Phrases, Their Meaning … Now Make Me Unnerved I love You, Trust Me  These Words, Their Definition  … Now Leave Me Disturbed – Mask, Hoover, Supply, Cogntive Dissonance, Discard, Idealization, Gaslighting, Devalue, Triangulate  what are some phrases/words for you ? 

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Moment of Reckoning

I have been waiting. I’ve learned to be patient. I knew it could take time. I knew not to warn the new supply. I knew to hang around, I knew i’d be mentioned. Why? because I am everything she cannot have, she lost.. she cannot be. Finally, a year and 2 months and an ex […]

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Pinterest Meme Pins .. Narc Vs survivor 😜

thought it mignt be entertaining. inspired from some pathetic behavuor of my narc. So weirded out had to make light of it 😂 enjoy haha  Answered By a Narcissist Himself… HG had posted asking what questions us “victims” wanted answers to. He answered two of mine which can be found at Ask The Narcissist  His […]

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How Much Time ?

                               Reflections of us in The Hour Glass  Top -> Bottom  for 1 side, Bottom -> Top for Other.  you lose yourself the longer you know them  the more you try to love them more than before It feels like you cannot stand it heart empty      b l e e d i n […]

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Who Am I ? PART I

I decided to revamp this blog post, because my original post was not through the eyes of someone who truly knows who they are. because i believe most people do not. I only realized I did not know m… Source: Who Am I ? PART I

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Preparing for The Journey

Originally posted on Fixated To Free:
I haven’t had much sleep between work and my masters and packing. Plans are mostly set 🙂 So, i will be leaving straight from work Friday and will arrive 7:30am on Saturday. Staying with Chris. Meeting Scott (Pizzo) on Monday. Some point on Thursday I will make my way to…

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