language 

Hijacked.  No longer true  Not because word is not relevant but True is nature  Words lack truth  Words don’t mean the same  when words lack ( love ) emotion. That force that causes us to fall that is not gravity but works by human nature … (mysterious) we don’t care what eachother are saying.  We […]

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Who am I 

Inside ? Am I weird ? Different ?  Thoughts ? crazy ? paranoid ? OCD ? screwed.  No. Blocked, stressed.  Deeper thinking  cleared 

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What do I do? what do I do…

With two years of thinking my own thoughts? among people who cannot think, who refuse to think, who prefer to not think. who claim they think, who demand they think, who think they think. In a society which claims overthinking is bad, I do not think they know what it is like to truly think. […]

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Fairy tales breed weak girls 

WEAK GIRLS RIP Come before the clock strikes midnight  Walk the path quietly, and I swear I’ll never say you left  You open the door in relief  it was just a bad dream my darling and  your mask is hanging right in the closet  fine white silk and the prettiest feather. We both know only […]

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Almost 

Everytime almost.  Never, cause now I see.  Ghosts follow almost everyone.  They hide their demons from me.  It’s like every next time I become.  deeper in myself.  Every time I force  her to be herself.  There is nothing I can when I’m stuck here  on the sideline  except watch with a feeling of melodramatic sadness.. […]

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